Reached My Limit
Bird Painting Practice When things get totally dark I want to go into hiding. I hide in books, and movies, and gardens, and creating. I embrace words, and inks, and plants, and redesigning my house. Things which do not disappoint me. Yesterday I binged the Travelers on Netflix. Before streaming I would binge read. Just outside my bedroom door was a spot of carpet right in front of the wall heater. I would sit in what Dad called my frog position and read from morning to night; from Friday after school until Monday morning when I was told I had to go back to the classroom. And once at school I would sketch characters of the book along the margins of my notebook. Such behavior got me notes about not using time wisely or not paying attention in class or would achieve more if she applied herself to the task . They just never totally understood my task to which I applied myself very well. It was ignoring the reality of their moment. When life got too stressful I just sought othe